denying denial

today, i ate 3 fortune cookies in a row. they read:
1. Be content with your lot. One cannot be first in everything.
2. You will make many changes before settling down happily.
and
3. This is a prosperous time in life for you.

it's like being stuck in an 80's movie. but instead of the mechanical genie in the abandoned telephone booth or the snaggle-toothed witch at the town carnival or the floating cube in the magic 8 ball, i'm the chinese chick with the fortune cookie hang-up. it doesn't get better than this.

i think that i'm sad...haven't been able to breathe for a week, even though (refer to fortune 3) all is well. there are three weeks of school left, and i'm going to berkeley. but i'm sad. so sad. what gives?